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Chapter 14: “Don’t do that again!”

“I had to get away for a couple of days, JB. I needed a change….” all the while hoping that he wouldn’t ask if I had been crying. He didn’t ask, which was typical of JB. He did mind his own business.

           When the bus stopped at my street, he got off the bus with me. “I’ll carry your suitcase. Hope the neighbors don’t think we spent the weekend together….or would you rather that I didn’t walk you home?”

           “Walk me home, please….JB. I was dreading the thought of having to lug that baggage for three blocks. Believe me, I am very grateful that you were on the bus. Maybe my mother will reward you with some of her special fried chicken and biscuits .

           He laughed. “I’d have to be starving to eat that Yankee fried chicken and sweet raisin biscuits. Just kiddin’….I ate there Friday night, but not chicken and biscuits.”

          When we walked in the door, there was tension in the air. My parents, no doubt, were probably wondering why JB and I were arriving together. He, too, sensed the unusual lull in the conversation and began to explain how we ran into each other at the bus terminal.           

           I took my bag and went into my room to get into something warm and comfortable. When I returned to the kitchen, there was a fresh pot of coffee and an assortment of sandwiches on the table….and the atmosphere was cordial.

           Mom sat at the table with us. I gave her a ceramic rooster that I bought for her collection. She noticed “souvenir of New York” at the base, confirming that I didn’t spend the weekend in Atlantic City with JB.

           “So you went to New York. What did you do there?”

           “Well, on Saturday , I took a tour of the city, walked in Central Park and was too tired to do anything else in the evening. There wasn’t time for anything today.”

           JB got up from the table, initiating a change in the conversation. “Thank you for the dinner. I’d better get going or I’ll miss my ride back to camp.”

           After he was gone, my dad asked, “How come you went to New York without telling anyone where you were going? He didn’t wait for a response, but just added, “Don’t do that again!”

           “I won’t,” I replied, thinking that when the next time rolls around, I’ll be a married lady and wouldn’t have to account for my activities to anyone but Bob.

           I took refuge in my bedroom, very much relieved that everything was quite peaceful. The fact that JB was there may have kept my father’s temper under control.

           As I recalled the events of the day, I wondered if JB had seen Bob and me saying goodbye at the bus terminal.

More Tomorrow… violation of all professional etiquette

Chapter 13: I’ll always remember them, especially when my morale needs a lift on the battlefield.

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Morning arrived all too quickly. I ran my hand over to Bob’s side of the bed, only to discover that the sheets were cold. He must have been up for quite some time.

           A ribbon of light peeped out from under the bathroom door. He was probably shaving. No point in bouncing out of this comfortable bed just yet. It felt so good to stretch and yawn that I lazily dozed off again for a few minutes — only to awaken to see Bob smiling down at me.

           “You still snore,” he laughed. “Would you be interested in a couple of aspirins for your hangover?”

           “What hangover? I’ve been waiting for you to get back into bed so we can continue where we left off last night….”

           “Nice invitation, Laurel, but I’ll have to take a rain check. Room service will be bringing in breakfast any time now.”

           “Okay, then after he leaves,” I laughed. I sat up and wiggled my feet into my slippers and shuffled into the bathroom. “Why did you get up so early?

           “Just a habit, I guess.”

           I could see he was busy rearranging the room, so we could have breakfast by the windows. Several people down on the sidewalk were waiting for rides or walking their dogs. It was early dawn and everything looked so clean and peaceful.

           “You must be hungry,” I remarked, as he poured another glass of orange juice for himself.

           He laughed and nodded. “The food is great, but if I continue eating like this, my uniform isn’t going to fit.” The threat, however, didn’t discourage him from eating. He finished the last of the sausage and poured a second cup of coffee.

           After breakfast, Bob pulled the bench over to the window and we cuddled together, like two contented stuffed cats. I knew this would be a wonderful day and tried not to think about tomorrow, when we would have to leave all this glamour and freedom behind.

           We marveled at the vastness of Central Park. Whoever thought a park of this size could exist in the heart of Manhattan! When the sun burst open over the rooftops, the trees caught the glorious sunrise in their dewy leaves, creating a collage of dangling jewels among the shadows. As the sun rose higher in the sky, the view seemed to take on all new and ever-changing dimensions.

           Traffic began to pick up and people were hustling along the sidewalks and darting between cars. The city was coming alive.

           “Judging from the way they are dressed, it must be cold and windy out there. March is probably going out like a lion…. It’s hard to believe that it’s spring already,” I mumbled.

           “Don’t tell me you are afraid of cold windy weather.  You’re a tough country girl,” Bob teased.

 

           The concierge suggested a tour, which was good advice. The bus guide pointed out the landmarks and stopped occasionally to let us take pictures. We had the best seats on the bus — right behind the driver, who took a great interest in Bob. His son was stationed at Ft. Benning and he asked Bob if he knew Cpl. John Callahan. Bob said the name wasn‘t familiar but, if he came across his son, he certainly would tell him that he had met his dad. The driver beamed and thanked him.

           “I think he will be going overseas soon,” the driver casually added. “Do you have any idea where he will be going?”

           “I don’t even know where I’m going. It’s all classified information. Sorry I can’t help you.”

           We left the tour at Rockefeller Center and had lunch at a deli that smelled of garlic, rye bread and dill pickles. We settled for matzo ball soup and split a pastrami on rye — a great choice.

           “I really should get some exercise to stay in good condition,” Bob complained, as he ate the last of his sandwich. “I wish we could hike a little when we get back home, before I leave for camp. I can’t understand why your dad is so opposed to our dating. I’ve known him since I was a kid.”

           “Maybe that’s the reason,” I laughed. You made a big mistake when you bragged about all your conquests. Dad has a great memory and probably, the first thing that went through his mind was — ‘not with my daughter he don’t ‘.”

           Bob, with a silly smile on his face, agreed. “You are probably right.”

           “For heaven’s sake, Bob, what in the world did you do? Have we done it?”

           He just sat there with that silly grin. I could see the conversation was going nowhere, so I changed the subject. “If we hurry, we can still make the matinee at the Radio City Music Hall….or we can go back and walk around Central Park.”

           “Let’s go to the park….that‘s a great idea! I‘m curious to see what it looks like from the ground level.”

           The sun was beginning to set when we got back to the hotel.

           “I enjoyed the walk, Laurel. It was just like old times. Exercise is very important for an infantryman. I keep in good physical condition, which you probably noticed.” He seemed a little proud of himself.

           “Bob, is the army changing you or is this a side of you that I’ve never seen before?”

           “I’m pretty sure you’ve seen all my sides,” he replied and laughed at his own sense of humor. “It has been a wonderful weekend, hasn’t it? We really should write a note to Clayton and thank him for his hospitality. Will you have time to do that?”

           “What’s his last name?”

           “His name is Carson….Second Lieutenant Clayton Carson. We have the same mailing address.”

 

           “Suppose we just spend a quiet evening at the hotel tonight.  I’d like to talk with you for a while before we leave. You probably suspected that I’ll be going overseas very soon and I’d wager a guess that I won’t be back until the war is over. These are our precious moments. I really don’t want to share them with the outside world.”

           “I feel the same way….I don’t want to go out and push around with the crowds. Staying here is so much better. I’ll order something from room service and get into something warm and comfortable and sit by the fire.  I am cold through and through.”

           He nodded as he took off his uniform and hung it in the closet. I watched him move around in his khaki shorts and slip into his slippers and robe. He seemed surprised that I enjoyed watching his military striptease. He smiled, “Now it’s your turn.”

           “Women aren’t as complicated as men….a zipper here, a garter there and voila tout,” I slipped into my robe and slippers and we sat on the rug before the fireplace with our feet to the fire. “Oh, that heat feels so good! By the way, I have a present for you,” I said as I pulled a small package from one of the pockets in my robe.

           He removed the wrapping and opened the box. Inside the box were two smaller packages. “How many boxes are inside these two boxes?” he laughed.

           He opened the smallest one first — a St. Christopher medal.  I hoped he would be able to wear it along with his dog tags. The other gift was a small bible with a metal jacket to keep over his heart.

           “Darling Laurel, you think of everything. You are such a gem. I’m lucky you love me! Thank you so very much. You’ll be there with me, protecting me on the battlefield.

           We put all the serving dishes on the floor before the fire and ate picnic-style. Bob became quite talkative and very humorous about his army life. I can’t remember when we laughed so long and so hard in all the time we had known each other. Maybe it was staged to soften the fact that he was going overseas.           

           “It’s getting late, Laurel. Let’s get our things organized so we don’t have to rush around in the morning.”

           I went into the bathroom to organize my toiletries. I needed a few moments alone. Somehow, I couldn’t erase the look in Bob’s eyes when he spoke about shipping out. He knew exactly when he was leaving, where he was going and that it was going to be a bloody campaign, but he couldn’t share it with me. Engrossed in my thoughts, I didn’t hear Bob come up behind me. I was startled when he turned me around and hugged me.

           “I love you, soldier boy. I sure could use a kiss right now.”

           “There’s a whole lot more where that one came from. This weekend was made in heaven, Laurel darling. It has been the most wonderful weekend of my life.  I thank you for loving me so tenderly and making these wonderful memories. I’ll always remember them, especially when my morale needs a lift on the battlefield. Always remember….I’ll love you forever.”

more tomorrow…I sat quietly on the bed, admiring my engagement ring,

Last night had been the defining line of my life.

“Take good care of her,” the chef responded. “Good luck and a lifetime of happiness!”

           The snowplows had moved on. The roads were cleared and, with the chains removed, we were able to make better travel time. I sat contentedly beside Bob, with my head on his shoulder. Last night had been the defining line of my life. I had emerged as a woman — and I was truly happy with me.

           Bob broke the silence. “Laurel, there are a few things I want to share with you before we get home. You must know that I love you and wish we could be married. It would also solve the problem you have with your parents….but, you know how I feel about the war. You are everything I ever wanted in a wife, but you are so young — maybe too young emotionally to face the tragedy and the sacrifices the future may hold. I think about you every night, trying to imagine how wonderful it would be to come home and have you waiting at the door for me….maybe holding our baby in your arms. I dream of always having you close and loving each other for the rest of our lives….like we were last night. It all seemed so right and natural. I made up my mind that I had to tell you of my feelings — I love you, Laurel. Do you feel sure you could love me forever and always be there for me?”

           His confession took me by surprise. I wasn’t prepared for such a serious decision nor commitment. Hundreds of thoughts were rushing through my mind, but there were no doubts or regrets when I responded, “Darling, I promise I’ll love you forever. I can’t imagine my life without you.”

           “Tomorrow we’ll go down to the jewelers and you can pick out your engagement ring. I hope you’ll understand that I can’t afford much right now on my salary, but if everything goes okay in the war, I’ll make it up to you when I get back.” He pulled over and parked the car.

           He tightened his arm around me and pulled me closer. “I love you,” he whispered in my ear — then he kissed my ear lobe, my forehead, the tip of my nose and my lips. I was overwhelmed and felt a little dizzy — like being swept up in a whirlwind. I could hardly wait to tell my parents the good news.

 

           My father must have been watching for the car — he was at the curb before Bob could shut off the engine. He grabbed me by the arm, as I opened the door, and shoved me in the direction of the house. “Get inside, I’ll talk to you later. Right now, there are a few things to discuss with Bob.”

           My father was extremely angry — I was afraid he would hit Bob and perhaps jeopardize his military career and the opportunity to attend officers’ training school . I walked inside and watched from the window. My father spoke heatedly and shook his finger in Bob’s face.

           Bob looked him straight in the eyes — without flinching or saying a word; then, he got back in the car and drove away.

           As for me, I was forbidden to ever see Bob again. I burst into tears and went to my room, locking the door behind me — thankful that I wasn’t slapped. While sobbing on my bed, I vowed that nothing would ever cloud the beauty and passion Bob and I shared. I would remember our weekend together forever and hoped he shared my feelings.

            “If only I could leave this house — but where would I go? I’ll call Bob from the office in the morning….”

More tomorrow -  …turn so painful overnight?

Chapter 5: …I’m 18! I don’t live in a convent!

I went into the kitchen to get some ice to minimize the swelling. I turned to look into the mirror and was shocked to see the imprint of my father’s hand across my cheek, The jaw was aching and I wanted to scream, but instead, slid onto a chair to gather my thoughts about going into work

       Mom poured a cup of coffee. “Here, drink this…. it will get your blood moving.”

       “My blood moving….I wish I could be moving. Mom, I can’t live like this. I’m 18! I don’t live in a convent, although I feel like I do most of the time. Is it so hard to understand that I want to live my own life? None of my friends are so restricted! I am I am not even allowed to drive the car! I would love to get into the car and take a drive once in the while, but I can’t….I can’t do anything!” I heaved a deep sigh and went to get ready for work.

       “I’ll talk to your dad when he cools down. Perhaps by the time Bob gets a leave, he will be more understanding of the situation. You know, I was just 18 when your dad dated me….he probably remembers his raging hormones.”

       As sympathetic as she tried to portray herself, I was well aware that she could be almost as controlling and judgmental as my father.

       I stood gazing out the window, watching my dad drive off to work. It was pouring rain — a northeaster at that. “There he goes off with the car…. guess I’ll have to walk to work in the rain and get soaked for sure. It’s like another slap on the face.  I can’t believe all this has happened to me in less than fifteen minutes. You know, Mom, I have always had this ‘magic’ feeling about rain….it seems to be following me all through my life….there is no way of knowing if the raindrops are an omen of joy or sadness. Today, they definitely indicate sadness…. yes, tears of sadness….perhaps the angels are crying with me….Isn’t it bad enough that Bob left this morning? I didn’t need all this other stuff….” I sighed.

       Mom was busy saying something about breakfast. I wondered if she was even listening to what I was saying. Couldn’t she give me a hug and say she felt sorry for me? Instead, she was concerned about breakfast

more tomorrow… what was Penny Parker doing with Bob’s car…

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Chapter 5: …I snapped open the case and kissed his picture

When the alarm clock rang. I rolled over and looked at the time. It was six o’clock. Bob was probably boarding the bus for camp right now.

       The necklace was on the night table. I held it in the palm of my hand, snapped open the case and kissed his picture.

       “Good morning…. darling.” I breathed.

       I sat up, scratched my head and back a few strokes, slipped into my robe and slippers and headed for the bathroom.

       “Not so fast,” my father growled.

       I had an idea what was about to happen. I turned around and smiled, hoping it would change his demeanor.

       “Since when did I give you permission to stay out to all hours of the morning? Your mother wanted to call the police. She was sure you were in an accident, but I knew better. I know Bob. I know all about his dates and the girls he takes out. You are not a Penny Parker! She’s been around the block a few times and knows all the tricks of the trade…..and all the men know it….but you don’t. You’re looking for trouble! One slip up and you’ll find yourself pregnant. Then what?….Have you thought of the consequences? Have you thought of the shame you would bring to this family….and yourself? Who do you think would ever marry you or even associate with you or your illegitimate child?….No, of course you haven’t thought of that! After being carried away with the passion of the moment, you‘ll discover you‘ve learned your lesson too late. Just bear in mind….as long as you live under my roof, you will do as I say!”

       Without warning, he raised his hand, slapped me across the face and walked out the door — slamming it behind him.

       Mom was standing in the bedroom doorway. ‘Not a good way to start the day. You look awful! You’ll probably have a black eye… “

        “A black eye?….That will take at least a week to heal. Everyone will want to know what happened….”

read more of chapter five tomorrow…

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